I have been waiting a few months now to return to a steakhouse I went to last year with a friend. The last time I had been drinking for 6 days prior to going out, and when I went to eat my meal that night my system blocked I couldn`t eat, and stopped drinking nothing was going in. The rest of the night was a desaster. This Saturday we went back to the same restaurant, and I told myself (for the last few months) that I would be responsible, and drink less this time. Wrong. by the time we entered the restaurant I was drunk, I ordered my meal a $35.00 fillet mignion steak, and a $40.00 bottle of red wine. I ended up spilling my glass of wine all over my shirt and pants. I was drenched. I told everybody it doesn`t matter and kept on eating my meal drenched. By the time the bill came I was so drunk I couldn`t figure out how to pay for my meal. Luckily my cousin payed for it, and I reinbursed him the next day. To drunk to pay for my meal. WOW! Drinking is realy not fun anymore. I mean it has become terrible. everytime I drink now its something else. I have lost control completely.