I'm sorry orange that you are going through this. You say that your GP said that your choices were either someone to supervise you or admit you to hospital. Did the GP say if you could detox at home on medications could it be anyone watching you, like say your mom? I know you don't want to tell your mom, but if she lived nearby and could watch you then maybe that would be an option? Just throwing out anything I can think of to help. It sucks being "alone", my alcoholism is a secret, only my husband knows but he doesn't understand it so it is still hard. In the past when I told a few people they weren't very supportive so this time I have kept it to myself so I bear most of this on my own. I just got blood tests done yesterday so I am waiting to find out if/what damage has been done.... I hope things work out real soon for you! :)