"Im having panic attacks. and it scares me alot." Don't let it scare you too much. Anxiety is normal when you are starting your quit journey. There are a lot of unknowns that lay ahead in your future, and that can be scary. When you get a panic attack, try the breathing exercise to help calm you down. Take a slow deep breath in through your nose, hold a few seconds and slowly exhale through your mouth. Do this 4-5 times and you will be surprised at how much it calms you down. Another thing that can help you is to read through these forums, and go the "my program" at the top of the page. The more you know about what to expect, and how to deal with it, the easier it will be for you to face the unknowns that you encounter on your path to freedom from the addiction. 
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