I haven't quite figured out why over three months into this process and I am still feeling sad about quitting. You would think by now I would be over it and enjoying the benefits! I am touchy about the littlest things and cry over nothing! I feel like I go through the grieving process on a daily basis on losing a really good friend (cigarettes!) and am fighting to be happy about my decision. With all of that being said, I am thankful that our home doesn't have the sound of coughing in the morning. We smell better and can do physical activities that before would leave us breathless. I know that what we are doing is SO worth it. I have failed many times before trying to quit smoking...I am curious to feel how it feels to be successful! I just want to break through to the other side quicker than I am. I can feel it coming...I hope!
