Hi Hamlet.You are doing Great "9 days ".For me those first bad days is what kept me going.
I did not enjoy them at all.I was not myself,couldn't concentrate,I was aggitated and knew I should do something to get my mind off of it but that
too was a battle to make myself but I did.
I kept telling myself after 3 days it will be better then after a week it will then 10 days and that is
what kept me going as I also kept telling myself I am not going to do any of those days again.
Before I knew it it was easier and has continued in that direction.
I just had an extreme weekend full of conflict which I had no control of it was just shoved in my face.
A voice started chanting somewhere in my brain that a smoke would solve everthing,I was quite surprised that
I was able to turn it off so quickly just by remembering the struggle I had gone through to get this far.
Don't give in,It is such a gift to give to yourself to keep going.
N.O.P.E.
Sherry