No that didnt work out so well, here I'm new in my quit, doing so well in general and I try changing the key thing that got me to this point. It sucks to think that im stuck relying on meds, at least for now. I cant believe how bad you can get and fast, if your not at a point to do this. I will just have to put up with the side effects.
This is probobly the worst I have been in regards to just saying forget it, I want to smoke. That for me is part of the hopelessness part of depression. Had I not been doing so well on meds I wouldnt have made the choice to quit.