I want to thank you all so much for your kind support and understanding. I don't know what I would do without you here. The only thing is at work I am barely able to get on this site because of the bosses..they don't appreciate us being on line on personal things, so I jump in when I am able to. Also, my Husband, God love him, has been so supportive of me, but he has never smoked so he doesn't understand the physical aspect of it and what I am going through..although I have to say, everyday I get a text message from him saying "Did I tell you today how proud I am of you for not smoking?" It really makes me feel good.

On my last (and failed) quit he never gave me sentiments like that, I guess he feels like that may be why I didn't succeed, and although it isn't why, he is still trying so hard to make this one work for me. He walks up to me now and plants a kiss on me that curls my toes!! LMAO - it is a good thing because before I quit, he would barely give me pecks because of the cigarette smell and taste. He hates it so much. When we used to go to bed he would turn his back on me to get away from the smell, but now he cuddles right up to me and says he enjoys it now because the smell is gone.

All of these little things that I have been missing in our 11 years together has really helped to boost my quit..but then, I get my triggers and don't know if I can make it. When I am having a crave at home he tells me to go outside get some air and breath to get through it, and sometimes that does help, but at work, it is so hard because I have no where to go. If I go outside then I am going into the mouth of the beast...into the smoking area. So, I use my breathing technique. I inhale for 3 seconds, hold it for 3 seconds, exhale for 3 seconds and repeat that 3 times. It does help a great deal.
I don't mean to ramble on, but I know today is going to be very hectic at work and I know I will probably be hit with some major craves and may not be able to sign on here for support. I do have my post-it note in front of me with N.O.P.E. on it to help me a little, as well as some hard candy and sugarless gum.
Thanks again everyone for being there for me yesterday when it hit me...I hope today is a smoother ride!