Thanks all of you for the advice and the support it means more than words can say..
Breather, I am not afraid now, I use to be in the past but now I am looking forward to ditching those cigarettes and taking my life back..
Ashley,I am going to take my craves one at a time and deal with each one as they come..i know straws and water works and for the big ones that that want cure I have decided i will go play with my kids and let them occupy me and of course come here also...The kids know the 30th is my quit day and they are being like little guards for me against my not smoking, so pulling them in on this was a great idea..
Jim,I am so prepared and keep reading and getting ready and your right preparation is the biggest factor in quitting..I really am ready but I refuse to jump early again and already have the kids watching the calender and they are counting down the days too...I think they have something prepared for that day so I don't wanna ruin it for them...I love your sense of humor and honesty..so be a stinker all you want..lol
Christmas, I am usually around alot but today was an acception ,but your welcome any time I can be of help..You are not alone here ever.... you said you have kids right...Pull them in on your quit since your doing it for them also..They can be such a big help when it comes to understanding and even reminders to you not to smoke..If you feel like crying you do it...What ever it takes not to smoke is worth doing in the long run..Yes having GOD in your life is a big bonus in my mind..I lean on him every day and am glad all he ask in return is our love..But back to you saying your alone,as long as you are here then you are never alone..there is always someone around to help,listen or chat if you need someone..Most the time I check the boards through out the day and if I see someone who needs help I log in...Don't be scared to reach out to anyone here, for that is why we are all here...Take it one step,one crave,one second at the time and you and I will beat the heck out of the nico demon..stay strong and keep saying NOPE...
My Milage:My Quit Date: 7/30/2009
Smoke-Free Days: -5
Cigarettes Not Smoked: -100
Amount Saved: $-20.00
Life Gained:Days: 0
Hrs: 0
Mins: 0
Seconds: -27447