I should have came here yesterday, but I felt so bad I couldn't. I was ill all day, and it was by far my worst day when it comes to my quit. Today has been no better, the stint came out this morning, lets just say what normally is a 30 second procedure turned into a 7 minute nightmare. Apparently a blood clot on the end of it was camouflaging it and he couldn't see it. But it is finally out. No sleep for the last 2 nights, maybe 2 hours each night. Waking up with dry mouth, sweaty, and thoughts racing. Its strange that my struggles would start on day 12 and 13. I don't want to alarm anyone, I'm not smoking nor am I going to, but I find it odd that the junkie waited so long to come alive. Maybe it thought it was going to out smart me and catch me off guard. They're good at that. But N.O.P.E., not me, not today, not tomorrow, never again. I feel empowered now just setting and writing this. I think this is why all the great folks using this site are so successful, because we sit and write about our addiction, which makes us aware, and educates us not only about ourselves, but about the addiction in whole. I feel alot better now. Now I just hope sleep will come tonight, I know I need it. Heck Week is almost over..wooohoooo.
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 4/1/2009
Smoke-Free Days: 13
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 520
Amount Saved: $156.00
Life Gained:
Days: 2 Hrs: 0 Mins: 0 Seconds: 59
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Quit Meter
$40,008.15
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 1073
Hours: 8
Minutes: 1
Seconds: 8
Life Gained
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5862
Smoke Free Days
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175,860
Cigarettes Not Smoked
