Yep Lil I held my breath too, thinking that was it, but good on you for managing to get through last night, cos that was a close call I could tell.
LIli, yes it would be easier just to throw the towel in, it really would, but I know somewhere down the line you'd be back because you want this thats so obvious- one of my things is the fact that I just could not do those first days again, I just couldnt, I felt like I was on another planet. And hon, dont talk to me about weight, how about 2 stone in 6 months!! but I will deal with that, I've always been slim, and my hubby (2.5 stone) so we are really mortified at this weight gain, but you know what, we dont smoke, and the weight well, we'll deal with that- soon.
I laughed about your family thinking nine days in you'd cracked it because you know what, I once talked to a smoker who'd been quit two weeks, and I thought, two weeks, shes got that in the bag, if I could go two days without smoking I reckon I would have cracked it- hmmm its not that easy is it?? and I was a smoker!! so you can imagine what a tough time non smokers have understanding a quit!
Hey but hang in there kid, we are all rooting so hard for you, I for one, really want you to do this (partly for my own selfish reasons you make me laugh so much I want you to stick around) keep the faith!!
My Milage:My Quit Date: 5/10/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 172
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 4,300
Amount Saved: $2,580.00
Life Gained:Days: 20
Hrs: 6
Mins: 6
Seconds: 13