hey guys, I feel awful today, feel dizzy, disorientated, cranky and sick to my stomach. I'm a bit down hearted, I'd hoped today would be a good day. I'm finding it hard to lift myself out of doom and gloom and be happy that I'm into my fifth day, at times I really miss them. I'm not getting much support at home, people forget and are snappy with me and I do not want to get into an argument. My boyfriend was a bit harsh with me last night and hurt my feelings and as soon as the words came out of his mouth, the little voice in my head was saying, thats it, you have an excuse, go get cigarettes! Only reason I didn't go was because I was in my pyjamas and it was cold out. I suppose thats good though cos while I was a smoker, I would have gone out at 4am in a blizzard to get my fix. I hate feeling miserable.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]2/14/2008
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 4
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 92
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �34.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 55 [B]Seconds:[/B] 14
