Mimi,
I am sure you feel bad right now but, don't beat yourself up. Try to figure out what led you to buy the cigs. And next, find ways so it will not happen again. Could it be that smoking was the one thing that you had all to yourself? You said you do not smoke around the kids and hubby. Maybe smoking was just the one thing you had all to yourself? Your get away? If so, what can you sub? Yoga, reading, a bubble bath, writing in your diary or posting on this site? Try to find something to indulge yourself in (just for Mimi).
Concentrate on how good you feel now that you are a nonsmoker. Keep that feeling in mind next time you want to buy those things that make you feel so bad!
Hey, you have gone almost 3 weeks, you can keep on going!
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[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/21/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 196
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,880
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $940.80
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 20 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 55 [B]Seconds:[/B] 49