I've had numerous slips, some turned into 2 month long relapses, some turned into 4 day periods where I would smoke 3 or 4 a day. Whatever that one cig turned into, I realized that it never stopped with "just one" cig. When you smoke that one, or two, or ten cigs and then decide that you have to get it under control again, you have already intensified those nicotine pangs, cravings, thoughts yet AGAIN. Why did we smoke that first cig in the first place?...to get rid of a bad craving that we were having....what did smoking that cig REALLY do?..intensify and feed the cravings that we are trying to get rid of so we can lead a peaceful, addiction free life. It truly is a vicious circle. The only way we are ever going to be free from the cravings and thoughts is to not light up. I have been on this roller coaster ride for toooo long. I am staying a non-puffer.
new me
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/26/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 255
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 6,120
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,275.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 35 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 1 [B]Seconds:[/B] 31