I wonder if you want to go through a whole lot of years smoking again.
I feel for you, but smoking will not take care of whatever you are feeling in terms of your boyfriend. I can't tell you how much withdrawals you will experience if you stop right now, but I have a hunch it will not be as bad as those first five days. Why not make a plan to do this positive thing for yourself and treat yourself really really nice for the next few days. Pamper yourself, rest, take long baths or showers, rent a few dvds, whatever makes you feel good. And read and post here as much as you want. Plenty of people here will help you through this.
btw, good for you on the 15 days!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/22/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 297
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 11,880
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,019.60
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 41 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 53 [B]Seconds:[/B] 25