Hi Kev,
Sorry that you are having another down bit. They do go away eventually, but it can take time.
Anyway, whilst I'm here, I'd thought I'd point out some junkie thoughts.
1) What's the point in quitting if I might get/have cancer anyway?
Indeed, what is the point of living at all,if we are all going to die. Why don't you just end it now! ;)
2) What if I already have cancer? You probably don't but your chances are very much higher if you smoke...not just lung, but mouth, bladder, throat etc. etc.
3) Whether we all have the same chance to quit? Junkie thinking - I am too addicted to quit. I have the wrong type of personality - Junkie thinking.
4) Whether it is worth me continuing given all my problems in dealing with small life matters? Because you have been shielding yourself from dealing with small matters with smoking, then you are having to relearn from where you left off (presumably somewhere in teenagerhood)....but you will catch up soon. You will learn to cope with small and big.
5) Will I every get to answer these question I keep asking myself? You won't recognise yourself in a few months time.
Just keep plodding along, and your down bit will pass.
Lizzie :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/23/2003
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1696
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 25,440
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �6,360.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 169 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 18 [B]Seconds:[/B] 10
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$9,168.00
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Days: 811
Hours: 2
Minutes: 28
Seconds: 18
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6112
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36,672
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