Good for you, Sparky. And thanks for posting the Junkie Thinking. I had a bout with it this weekend myself (seems to be going around). It's interesting how many people have been affected.
I found out Tuesday that there's something wrong in my throat and my tonsils have to come out and be biopsied. I honestly was handling the info okay (I thought). I've also been working a lot, and my family has been getting on my last available nerve.
Anyway, I had a meltdown yesterday. Something dumb happened, and I came into my bedroom and sobbed.... for quite awhile. I felt so angry with everybody and everything.
While I was crying, a friend called and I told her that I was too upset to even talk at that moment, and [i]she offered to bring me a cigerette........[/i]
I actually couldn't believe the strength with which I said, No! I'm not sure where that came from (it certainly doesn't sound like me :) Old me would've jumped at that.
Anyway, doing a little better today. Still smoke free, still worried, still a little pissy. I'm so glad you are all here. I don't know what I would do without you.
Deb
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]11/6/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 19
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 456
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $133.38
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 14