Hi tryagain,
First, tell your hubby thank you. I know, not what you want to hear! But...even thgough he has slipped, he doesn't want to be responsible for your mistake.
You have come a long way, and I know you are anxious to put this behind you. Sometimes we look around and it seems everyone else seems to have moved on but we are still stuck. Keep holding on though! I promise you it gets better. There were many times during that first year that I just felt that if this was as good as it got then I might as well smoke. BUT, I hung in, and it really does get better!
Do whatever it takes to get you through. If you still need the NRT, give yourself permission to use it without the guilt. Talk to your doctor or pharmacist about continued usage. (I used lozenges longer than the package reccommends, after talking with prefessionals.) I do think it's time to go see the doc again. Maybe they will have some other suggestions (ex. chantix or wellbutrin).
No matter what, don't give in now. You have 5 hard earned months behind you! [color=Blue]What have you done to celebrate your freedom??[/color]
[color=Purple]~lbugg~[/color]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/17/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 840
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 47,040
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $5,880.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 81 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 42 [B]Seconds:[/B] 49
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Quit Meter
$52,732.50
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 923
Hours: 1
Minutes: 29
Seconds: 0
Life Gained
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7031
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
175,775
Cigarettes Not Smoked
