Tony
For me anyway, the prime ingredient of a quit is honesty. You have that in buckets, as you have had the grace and understanding to admit that you had a slip. That takes courage and as you know beating this addiction is all about having a lion's heart.
Why not take some time and take a look at the 131 days that you were smokeless, there are alot of clues in there that will help you get free of this thing for good. Find out the why, where and how of this thing for you and then apply that knowledge as you move on to greater degrees of liberation...
Good luck, it isn;t easy as you know, but it can be done...And you can do this...
nonic
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]12/25/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 195
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,850
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1,365.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 35 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 13 [B]Seconds:[/B] 4