hi everyone,
i have been reading this site for a while- leading up to the big day! finally stopped last monday, 4 june, with surprisingly little drama.i'm on patches and dealing with it pretty well i think. I was just so SICK of thinking about cigarettes, of them controlling every aspect of my life. I have a child, and was constantly thinking about what he would grow up thinking, what other people thought of me, how i was going to sneak outside for my next one! as well as counting the cigarettes not smoked, i'm counting time not wasted smoking- so far i'm up to 18 hours- how disgusting! time not wasted thinking about cigarettes is too awful to think about. This is the longest i have been without a cigarette since i was about 15- 13 long years- including my pregnancy which is a cause of huge guilt for me.
its been great to read others stories- thanks! :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]6/4/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 10
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 200
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $50.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 46 [B]Seconds:[/B] 54