Yikes.
I've been dreading this...just ask MomMom.
I smoked pretty much throughout my vacation.
I'm so disappointed in myself, which is the worst disappointment of all. And I was just hitting the beach when I blew it. I could go into the reasons why I smoked and all that other good stuff, but the fact of the matter is, it doesn't matter. I should have been stronger, but I wasn't. I reset my quit meter to today, so I guess that makes me no longer Febulous :(
I'm ready to move on with my quit, for all the same reasons I quit in the first place. I'm trying hard to get to that place where I accept my relapse, forgive myself for it, and keep on going, smoke-free. I'm almost there, anyway. At least I've ended the relapse.
I'm sorry if I've let you down. I'm especially sorry to MomMom. You continue to be a shining example to me, and I've always felt that if you could quit after so much time, it should be cake for me. For the most part, it was cake. I still don't know why I blew it.
Anyway, I have to get to work soon, but I wanted to check in and let you all know where I stand.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]6/11/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 0
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 11 [B]Seconds:[/B] 28