Try again
You know there is no time line here. Everyone's quit is different. 128 days is still a junior quit in my book. Also, I don't know whether I agree that there has to be a reason for "having so much trouble." If someone came up to me at 128 days and said, "are you STILL thinking about smoking?", I'd wouldn't respond well at all.
From watching these boards for a long time, you are close to the turning point - where I believe things do get better....but only if you will let them. You are still mourning instead of celebrating the quit. YOU CAN BREATHE. Hip, Hip Hooray. YOU HAVE STOPPED SUFFOCATING YOURSELF. Hip, Hip Hooray. BETTER THAN FAIR CHANCE OF WAKING UP TOMORROW. Hip, Hip Hooray.
I always tell my son.....when you start whining, you can be sure, you won't get what you want. In this case, the opposite is true, the whining is keeping you where you are at, and good chance the whiner will get what he wants....because no one is being the parent.
It is important to acknowledge that you still have the desire. Nothing wrong with still thinking about it. A lot of people still have craves 1,2,3 years. How will you deal with it then? Change things up, and start dealing with the craves.
You have gotten this far by doing something right, what is it? NOPE
I know you are going to ride it out this time...till I catch up to you at least. You better wait for me!
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/30/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 35
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 700
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $402.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 1 [B]Seconds:[/B] 42
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$330,532.35
Amount Saved
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Days: 6029
Hours: 5
Minutes: 45
Seconds: 40
Life Gained
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45434
Smoke Free Days
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681,510
Cigarettes Not Smoked
