There is nothing like having an itch that you can't scratch.
Yes, it's the 30 day pit, and there is that ever present itch, itch, itch, that just won't go away. It started yesterday. I felt annoyed. Don't know why. Nothing happened really, but I just felt annoyed. I felt on edge, like I wanted to get mad at someone or something, but I couldn't find a reason, and I really didn't want to lose it anyway.
Went to bed telling myself that I could really try thinking differently tomorrow, but I woke up this morning with the same itch.
This is really the first time that I have any kind of extended conversation going on in my head - for and against...and I don't like it. I'm tired of this, but I know I must see my way through to get the prize....FREEDOM. I know what I need to do, I won't smoke, but it seems like a long road ahead today.
Maybe venting will help the itch go away.
Itch, itch, itch, itch, itch, itch........no scratchy.
Argh.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/30/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 26
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 520
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $299.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 44 [B]Seconds:[/B] 20
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Quit Meter
$331,914.60
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6054
Hours: 9
Minutes: 52
Seconds: 39
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45624
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
684,360
Cigarettes Not Smoked
