Thanks for all your responses.
Well, Bear, I understood the Top Dog/Under dog anology and yes I totally agree that is the case. This is not my first attempt at quitting, as you know, and I am very aware of the tricks that can be played. Because I know better than to fall for the tricks, the Top Dog is not being devious, but blatant, as in...you are - tired go back to smoking. But that is the essence here, right...all or nothing.
JDK - thanks for your suggestions. Right after I wrote the post, I went out and funny, the itch stopped. A change of atmosphere was good.
Kiwi - Tttthhhaaannnks for the scratch. Nothing like someone else giving you a scratch.
Martha - What you suggested is exactly what I did...not just window shopping, but retail therapy. While I was out, I did think about some other things that I needed to consider doing, to get out of the rut.
Ladycigevictor - I have never gone into such detail at addressing the triggers (I have had very few craves). I have done something like that, such as what you describe. One of the usual triggers is just like you describe, after finishing a task, or even preparing to do one. I do take the time out for a thinking break before, or a reward break after. I think it's important that we continue to take the breaks as before, rather than just plunging ahead. I do agree that it is necessary to address the triggers head on and acknowledge exactly what is happening.
Posting did help as well as reading your responses.
It is interesting though, that part of it, I think is that when you get to around this stage, you start to let go of the constantness of the thoughts that come at the beginning of a quit. But you are not quite sure you can let go...so it is almost like the itch is of your own making to keep you on your guard just a little bit longer. Don't know if that makes sense. But, I think I am turning a corner to that next phase.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/30/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 26
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 520
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $299.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 13 [B]Seconds:[/B] 34
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$331,914.60
Amount Saved
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Days: 6054
Hours: 10
Minutes: 24
Seconds: 49
Life Gained
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45624
Smoke Free Days
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684,360
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