Thank you Jean.. yes, I knew I would go good advise here. I mostly needed to get it all of my chest. Much easier to deal with once you get it out there... and better to deal with it than to let it all fester, I'm afraid if I did that I would have done something stupid.
Well, my boyfriend has taken his son to his parents house so they can go on the field trip tomorrow. The other 3 have lined up where they are going... and they will be leaving around 5PM tomorrow. My boyfriend will be leaving when I get home from work tomorrow, he's gonna get the kids off the bus and I get home shortly thereafter. Then it is me time for the entire weekend. Get ready SSC, Lou P Lou will be here a lot this weekend... LOL! As far as my tire... if I know my boyfriend like I think I do... he will find one while I am at work and have it taken care of for me. I know he wouldn't leave me here without a way to go. So, everything is gonna be ok. I was just really overwhelmed earlier and that is a huge trigger and I was scared I was gonna do something crazy, so I came here. Thank you very much for listening. It really helped!!!
Jean, right now I have my feet up on my desk, leaned back in my chair, reading and posting here while I watch tv.. it is me time till bedtime! LOL!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/18/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 8
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 133
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $24
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
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