Lou
No matter what happens in the external world, nothing is going to change because you decide to put more garbage in your lungs. Only a junkie (which we all are) connects the dots in that way...Teach yourself to loose that lopsided logic (it is actually no logic at all)
The more you learn and repeat the positive behavior of not smoking the easier this thing becomes...Let it go and don't look back, there is no upside to nicotine...Never forget for one minute that we are stone cold junkies and that our cravings are the irrational cries of a troubled spirit that has learned to calm itself by living in a nicotine dream...Dream no more my friend except that your dreams be for a clear and healthy body...
While I understand that it hurts, remember too that nicotine kills...
Stay well
nonic
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/25/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 123
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,970
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $861
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 22 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 9