Hello all,
I used to go to this website a long time ago.....I am still smoking, but the last time I quit, I had 1 full year in before I started again.....when I started smoking again, I have said all along, that I will quit again someday....And I have always beleived that....i just have not done it yet..... But, I am starting to think about it again...... I do miss the feeling of being in control...not having the blessed cigarettes control my every move, making sure I have enough when I go out, or having to stop at the store, or having one last quick one before going in somewhere....i could go on and on about how it controls.....everyone here already knows how it does....... Really not sure why I am here tonight and writing this.....I have always kept this website in my favorites list and I just decided to come and read tonight...... One thing I did read tonight that caught my eye is that if someone quits and stays quit before the age of 35 their chance of getting lung cancer is equivalent of someone who has never smoked....that is interesting.....I am 28 right now, will be 29 in August.... I have tried to quit countless times, and as I wrote above, the last time, and the longest time i have ever quit, was that one full year.....
i guess a part of me wants to quit to save money, and because i am tired of being controlled.....but another part of me does not want to quit right now......To quit or not to quit, that is the question.
