Hi,
I'm a new quitter, TODAY and everyday for the rest of my life.
I came here some time ago to read how everyone was quitting smoking.
I wanted to quit.
I read.
I posted.
I gained knowledge.
I realized I was an addict.
I adopted NOPE (Not One Puff Ever).
I made myself a promise to never smoke again on my quit day.
I quit.
I quit everyday and it's been over 100 days now.
I am feeling so free.
I know I am free because yesterday was the most stressful day I've ever had at any job I've ever had. I mean if anything could possibly go wrong it did, and then some...over and over again. It was chaos. It never ended. Every time I thought everything was finally fixed, something else would happen. It took every bit of strength I had not to just start screaming and walk off mindlessly "into the sunset". I was at my breaking point. I was alone. I had no help. I had no one to call. I had only my determination to stick it out. I had to dig really deep to find ways to make things work. This happened repeatedly during a very long day. Everytime something unexpected happened...I took a deep breath...I smiled...I just kept on going...and going...and going...like the pink bunny...I just kept going...and finally the day from he!! was over. Then before I could make a clean escape, I was asked to come to work on my day off today and do it again. I said yes, because it's my job and I'm needed because no one else is available to do it. I went home, ate a late dinner and fell into bed exhausted, both physically and mentally.
This morning I woke up and smiled because I have time to come here to see my friends and post congratulations to their amazing sucesses. A few minutes ago I thought about yesterday and had to post this for the new people. Do you want to know what??? It might happen to you.
[size=4]Not once during that whole entire stess filled day, did I even think about smoking!!![/size]
I thought about everything else, BUT I DID NOT THINK ABOUT SMOKING.
Yes, I know am quit.
Yes, I did it with the help of this site...and I will never forget I am an addict who is free.
Yes, you can do it too.
Yes, you can feel this freedom too.
:)
Pat
Knowledge replaces fear
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/28/2007
[B]Smoke-F
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Quit Meter
$121,056.00
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 964
Hours: 4
Minutes: 24
Seconds: 51
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
6305
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
302,640
Cigarettes Not Smoked