smokey-
You're going to have to own your own quit, my friend. There is no other way around this.
We can support you, and we can love you... and we can hold you up on tough days, and give you a hug when you need one.
What we cannot do -is walk your walk for you. We cannot deal with your cravings, and we cannot own your quit. Only you can.
So it's time to ask yourself a very important question. And what's even more important, is to be honest with the answer.
Is your desire to quit stronger than your desire to smoke?
That question needs to be answered as soon as possible. Unfortunately, there is no magic bullet, there is no pill that we can take, there is no thought that we can have that is going to make this easier. You have to own your quit, and you have to keep your quit grounded, and you must protect your quit at all costs!
From this point on, generally, IMO -the journey will get tougher and more challenging. So it's time to grab hold yourself, ask yourself that very important question above, and be honest with yourself.
You can't fight this fight with intention and commitment, until you want to quit more than you want anything else!
Blessings sent-
Healer
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 394
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 13,824
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1832.1
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 51 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 37 [B]Seconds:[/B] 23