Hello Jen,
Glad that your lesion is treatable, some are not. Also glad that you decided to quit that habit of ours. Like so many people, it�s a habit that will destroy us and it will destroy the people who love us so much. I was never into artifical means of quitting although I tried them all, but realized that if I really wanted to quit, I was going to have to just stop cold turkey and beat this thing on my own. Hell, I started on my own, I might as well stop on my own. Quitting is nothing but a mind game Jen. Many reasons why we smoke are actually all in our head and its important to realize that if we change the way we think, we can change anything we want to. Our brains are designed in that way. People who are over weight have to change there life style if they are going to lose weight. It�s the same for smoking. You have to change the way you live and the way you think. Its not that hard to do if you think about it. We know that smoking can and will kill us, that in its self is reason to quit. But we also are afraid to imagine what we will go through if we have a untreatable situation concerning our lungs or heart. We tend to put that out of our head and we try not to think about that part. If you change your way of life and your way of thinking, you will succeed. That is a fact. So, first of all, you need to know what will happen if you are diagnosed with a disease that is untreatable. Realize that a lot of people will be hurt by your news. I know its scary, but its also fact. Let me tell you what I think is one of the most important thing to quitting. First of all, you Must eliminate all the smoking trigger points. That is, if you like to smoke with your coffee, then stop the coffee. If you like to smoke while reading the paper, then stop reading the paper. When you drive your car and you want a smoke, open the window or blast the radio. Change the smoking habits all together. These things you will only have to change for a while, its not forever. Also, you must control the urge. The urge is the thing that will get you if you don�t control it. For me Jen, when I got the urge, I got mad and very angry at it. I yelled at it to go away. But I also quickly reached for a stick of plain ol gum so that would help take my mind off that urge. But I got very