77 days is really a great achievement.
So you know you can do this.
I have done what you did many times. Every time I let my addiction justify it.
The last time I did it, I said "ENOUGH". Why do you continue to punish yourself this way!!!! At that moment I sat down and started writing about how I felt about failing yet again. It is all about addiction, and the inability to control it. So gues what.... I AM IN CONTROL NOW.
Life throws us many disappointments, but of all those listed the one you didn't list is probably the one that hurt the most - you smoked. It hurts to do that, and I for one am not going to hurt myself anymore.
Just my thoughts.
You can do this. Believe in yourself. Smoking does nothing for you.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/10/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 6
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 128
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $69
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 26 [B]Seconds:[/B] 48
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Quit Meter
$333,500.55
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6161
Hours: 0
Minutes: 58
Seconds: 18
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45842
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
687,630
Cigarettes Not Smoked
