jnine,
I totally understand where your coming from. I gave up for a year and half a couple of years ago while my husband continued smoking 21/2 packs a day. I felt out of the loop because all my friends smoked also and I always seemed to be hanging out in the kitchen on my own while my husband and our friends were outside smoking their heads off. One day I just got fed up and went outside picked up a cigarette and I was back where I started a year and a half before and all because of peer pressure, how stupid of me..
Today was the last day of hell week and I will NEVER give peer pressure again.
Hang in there, we'll get through this all together.