Curvy,
The strength to quit HAS to be within you. It cannot come from anyone or anything else.
Whatever made you think that picking up that cig was okay? I understand how tiring it can be to fight each and everyday, I do that on another level myself. It truely is exhausting! But I do not fight my quit. I enjoy each and every day, or moment that I am not smoking.
But you know what? Let it go. There is no reason to fight it. Instead, embrace it. Look at what you have gained. DO NOT keep thinking that you are missing anything. Simply consentrate on staying quit ~ and liking it.
Please know that you are not a failure. You are an addict. And this drug is a bear to overcome at times!! But it is possible. You just have to change your mindset.
So, once you decide that you want your quit, more than you want those 2 smokes, then hop right back in. Re-train your mind, and learn new coping skills. Fine tune your quit plan. We are all here to help you, and confort you ~ but the first step has to be from you!
Come back soon. The longer you wait, the harder it will be.
4my2girls
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 283
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 8,516
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $925.41
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 22 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 16 [B]Seconds:[/B] 9
