I JUST HAD TO MANY PRESSURES AT HOME WITH FAMILY PROBLEMS, AGAIN MY DAUGHTER, AND I LOST IT. I HAVE LET MYSELF DOWN AND MY FAMILY MEMBERS. MY DAUGHTER WAS ONE OF MY BIGGEST SUPPORTERS WITH MY QUIT AND I REALIZE NOW I JUST WANTED TO HURT HER LIKE SHE HAS BEEN HURTING ME. ALL I DID WAS HURT MYSELF AND MY HEALTH. I REALLY WANTED TO STAY SMOKE FREE, AS I HAD MADE UP MY MIND THIS WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS. I WILL NOW TAKE THE NEXT FEW DAYS AND GET MY PRIORITIES STRAIGHT!! I WILL START MY JOURNAL AGAIN, AND READ ALL THE POSTS AND GET READY FOR MY 1ST DAY AGAIN. I HAVE SET MY QUIT DATE AGAIN FOR 2/14/07, ON VALENTINES DAY. I AM GOING TO GIVE MYSELF A PRESENT THIS YEAR AND THAT WILL BE TO STAY SMOKE FREE! JUDY
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/19/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 20
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 415
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $60
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 56 [B]Seconds:[/B] 40