This stupid addiction!!!!! I have previously experienced mild clinical depression and was on anti depressants for about 1 year, so I know the signs. Mornings are just the pits! I feel like a screaming toddler inside. Stupid, I don't think I am craving and yet at the back of my head, there is a voice saying tat I should just give in. I am seeing my doctor on Thursday but I do not want to go back on the happy pills. Equally, I don't want to live a half life. I know that I will start to feel better at some point in the afternoon but this is hell.
I have tried all the breathing, walking, exercising, yoga, water, hard candy, yah di yah di yah!!! It ain't working.
Anyway it's day 41....6 weeks tomorrow. I will keep going until then. I'll do a Scarlett O'Hara....think about it tomorrow. Sorry about the moan everyone :gasp:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/31/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 40
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,208
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �300
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 4 [B]Seconds:[/B] 42
