Heather:
Stay with it...I know it can be hard and feels uncomfortable (to say the least)...If your immediate family has never smoked, they may or may not fully appreciate the transformation that you are going through.
However, it might be wise to let them know that you are trying very hard to end an addiction as a result you may speak or act in slightly different ways. Perhaps they will understand and this will be a great help to you as you recover.
I am very proud of you for going through this, learn all that you can from this site. Read about the effects of smoking, and some of the changes that you can expect as you heal yourself...There are far more benefits than negatives...
As you gain greater and greater control over this, you will experience a certain level of discomfort, but you will know better than I that giving birth can be a very painful experience. Heather, you are busy being born here, take care of yourself as you would a new born infant.
Thank you for being here, communicating your experience helps more people than you can imagine...
nonic
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/25/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 41
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 990
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $287
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 7 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 57 [B]Seconds:[/B] 22