hiya, i know exactly how you feel. my fear of dying has taken over my life. i shut myself away and kind of wait for it to happen. i have chest pains and always wonder if it's a heart attack or cancer. i wish i could wake up one day and it be gone. it's a very hard fear to face. it bagan for me after i had a miscarriage. i've had councelling and i'm on antis, but where does it all end. i keep fighting in the hope that one day i'll get back to my old self. i feel silly, i just want my life back. in the meantime i wonder if anyone knows a way out of this. becca.