Hey Duckie as odd as it sounds I started smoking to keep people away from me, it was a defense mechanism I could always exit any situation by needing to go have a smoke. I think there is a lot of internal self work that goes on with quitting. I think it's almost as hard as the quit itself, can't just bury everything in a cloud of smoke any more, must at least look at it.. It's a good process at least for me any way because it's sort of time for me to have this garage sale and dump these thoughts/feelings and things that haven't helped me in a long time to make room for new more healthy ways to live and see my life. It's great we can share some of these changes on this site. I never thought that quitting was going to open up such a can of worms, but hey life is not a predictable place.. Keeps it from getting boring. Ha ha.. Laters..Come over for Mango Bananna bread...Hee Hee Nalu
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 193
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $45
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 4 [B]Seconds:[/B] 28
