Thanks for the advice Rusty & Free and others. I've listened and re-started my "quit" 10/3/06 at 10:00 p.m. So far so good, although I was extremely crabby last night....I had to warn my family to leave me completely alone! this morning I'm having a strong craving but am praying that I can overcome it. Everytime I think of something to replace it, I realize that NOTHING can replace it!!! That's a bummer to deal with....
I saw a show on addiction the other night. They showed these meth addicts talking about their addiction and lifestyle and their hope to quit living that way. I couldn't help to see the comparisions in my own life---except, I wouldn't ditch my kids for cigarattes I proudly thought--but then I had an epiphany---if I die because I can't stop smoking and contiue feeding my nicotine addiction, aren't I just the same as the meth head??? I mean, dying of cancer would be the ultimate "ditching" of your child, right?!? Right now, it just helps me to remember how I felt watching that and the reasons I truly want to quit!!
Good luck to all those craving today like I am---I think we can do it!!!
Sarina
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/4/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 50
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $6.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 3 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 5