BonBon,
I hope you are feeling better today.
I know exactly how you feel,and had the same emotions last week.
Just want to let you know you are not the only one wondering what the heck is going on with them.
It seems to help me to know I am not alone.
This is my post from last thursday titled day "24 why do I feel so bad?"
Hi all,
Day 25 on Zyban.
I have not been doing so well.
I promise I have been trying to distract myself and think positive thoughts,but I think I might be driving myself crazy.
I have been feeling this way the past couple days,Tried to ignore it,but broke down last night. I didnt smoke but I still feel like crying this morning. It was hard for me to even get online to post this,I dont think I can truly express how I feel though writing,but will do my best and hope it makes sense.
I guess I am really confused. I feel depressed and have never fealt this way before ever. I have always been an emotional person but,have been able to control them. It seems I am no longer in control of my emotions. I am having crying fits for no reason. I am easily frustrated,and am afraid I am scaring my husband and dogs with my behavior. By the way he has been very suportive and his quit seems to be going good. I am jealous of him for that. And that also frustrates me. I sometimes wonder if it is the nicotine withdrawal or zyban side effects. It is such a gray area in my oppinion. I also think that maybe I underestimated what I was getting into(my first quit),and that I should not try to handle such a stressful part of my life now without nicotine.I know that may sound like a junkie thought,but unless your in my shoes....
I also am fighting the dissapointment in myself for even having thoughts of giving up. I do not want to ruin my husbands quit.
I have thought about trying a patch or gum,but do not want to put nicotine back in my body after 24 days. I also have a fear of failure We spent $300 on this medication.
My husbands brother in-law (A doctor)prescribed it for us.
I am embarrassed to tell his sister and him that I am not doing well on it. Hubby already told them we were doing OK.
I also get mad at myself for telling neighbors and my best friend I quit. And sometim
