Wow! I am almost 10 days in. That's awesome. I have been so busy! I am most definitely smokefree and had a hellacious weekend, which so far is followed by a hellacious week. I just seem to be running into temptation in every direction. I explained to one of my smoker friends that I didn't quit because I was out of cigarettes and I am seeing how long I can go, I have a pack if I would wish to smoke one, but I chose daily not to smoke one. She, I dont believe, doesn't get it!
I also must laugh about this, because, even though I am on the wellbutrin, I still had a fit today that I loved, after the fact of course! My boss, was in this mood, or possibly in his normal mood, and I just dealt with his dry friggin humor better and today just did me in. I work for a lawyer, and today between the hours of 9am-10am he was in their over my shoulder dictating and not being specific and in a mad rush, and irkin my ass and I just had to hold my breath because I knew he was only there an hour today. I was so mad, by the time he was in the parking lot, I was jumping and stomping and banging my fists on my legs!!!!! I was so mad at him. Mumbling to myself, or muttering, and stomping around the office like a 2 year old (when he leaves I have the office to myself). If he wouldve been there longer I wouldve busted I know. He wouldve been scared. He wouldve thought I lost my mind. I really know that a bit of my extreme edginess is because of the no smoking. I learned I guess how to deal with being around smokers after I quit the first time I quit, and I know how it goes, and what I go through to hang out with my smoker friends, but I am not going and making new friends. If I asked them to move a bit away from me they would. They just figure I will be back smoking with them soon enough, and I won't! I just can't do that to myself, especially since I have made it to 10 days! that is great so far. Through hell week and moving. I
Here is to tomorrow and hoping it is beautiful and smokefree!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 198
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $31.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 26