Good for you for knowing how dramatic this is, and, part of you is shouting and wanting. Keep posting here. There are lots of threads that talk about this very thing search through them and read and know that you are not alone and this will all pass.
It's always a good idea at these times to look over and reenforce your reasons for quitting, take a look at what you have posted in the past ten days and know know know what a wonderful and loving intervention you are creating in your life. Look at your reasons for quitting and see what benefits you will have and have achieved by stopping smoking. Know as well that it is always time for a reward and for celebration. Rewards for every minute you get through without a cigarette and celebration for every second of life you give yourself by not smoking.
Keep posting.
Phillip
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 125
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,513
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $937.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 20 [B]Hrs:[/B] 11 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 50