i guess im all messed up and feeling all this anxiety and depression cause i dont have a girlfriend anymore. i think our relationship of 3 years was the most happiest time of my life. now that shes gone, am still figurin out what went wrong what did i do to hurt her? ok maybe i was havin my bout with anxiety when we were together this might have affected our relationship. but i tried my best to face it, i felt like she would be of help in making me a better person. guess i was wrong. i was taken for granted instead. now i just cant face the fact that shes gone, i cant seem to let go. my life has been so incomplete...tried dating others but its still her that comes into mind. i am so depressed, irritable. ive been tellin myself to forget her, think of all the negative things shes done to me but it doesnt work. whats worst is that i see her sometimes and acts as if she doesnt know me. its like what have i done to you to deserve this??? truth is i miss her.
sorry guys i know this is not some sort of a panic attack its more of a love thing but i just wanted to share my feelings cause i got no one to talk too. typing this message would ease my mind a bit but i know this wouldnt last long and i would end up to where i started.
