Just hit me out of the blue a few minutes ago; I was sitting at my computer at work, stressing out about something, and had almost made up my mind to go have a cigarette when I caught myself.
I have this feeling like I could just go downstairs, have a few nice, relaxing, slow drags, and then my heart rate will go down, I'l be able to concentrate on the memo I'm writing, and the day will be that much closer to over. But I know, rationally, that if I slip I'll feel like absolute crap about myself and will be dizzy and have a horrible taste in my mouth. This is so hard.
Weird observation, whenever I overeat at lunch or dinner and am feeling kind of fat and unappealing, I have a stronger urge to smoke than usual. Like right now! I guess all unattractive things go together, right?
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/28/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 23
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 236
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $63.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 12 [B]Mins:[/B] 50 [B]Seconds:[/B] 29