I am feeling better thanks to a little time 'off' for yours truly and all your responses, made me feel like WOW they know exactly what I am feeling and what it really is like to experience this crud...
Thanks again island girl, you've helped more than you know today :)
zyban (Linda) thank you! you said it -no rhyme or reason just ****!!
niks thank you for your kind words, I aM glad to know I've made a difference :) and your 21 days is looking real sharp ;)
Healer thank you so much, and what an awesome cupcake, yum! :) and wow you nailed it when you said -
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We get to be human, we get to make mistakes, and get confused, and lose it on days, and on our Quit journey's we may even find ourselves all over the place - a piece here - another there, and some pieces may even seem like they're missing! (smile)...
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You may or may not know the impact just that statement has on me. I am in truth spreading myself too thin these past few days. But I know I was whole to begin with; I think it is my perception of where I am that is fooling me...it's like I am here but then all of a sudden I leave and go over there and I am still here though, talk about being in and out of the moment at the same time, you get it. I also felt there were pieces missing. How funny, I laughed when I read this and cried too.
Danielle Bless your heart and thank you!
Julie thank you sweetheart.
Coben that is the sweetest flower I've ever seen!
Thank you so much for all your loving kindness :)
I learned alot today and I am posting it in another thread. It will be called 'Breaking through Illusion and discovering the truth' and I have you all to thank as my inspirtion. Better get to the ice cream shoppe and see if any of my machines had a melt down LOL.
Many Blessings, Love & Hugs,
Eve :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 86
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 696
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $258
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 7 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 36 [B]Seconds:[/B] 29