ktleighdt
I know exactly what your talking about. THat hoplessness is the worst thing EVER.
WHen I decided to quit this time, it was kinda a spur of the moment thing, I had planned to try to quit again, just not this soon. My reason was because an olf friend passed, (though we haden't seen each other in over 10 yrs) but she died of cancer and it seemed very stupid to be taking that chance with cigarettes. Anyway I had that working against me, and the fact that I've got a history of depression, I knew I was in for a time. It's been rough, but luckily for me I have that great reason to quit or I don't think I could have made it. I have just recently started to feel a little better, and at times, other than the general sadness I feel for my friend the depression is actually better than it was before I started my quit. So what I saying kt, is it does get better.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 9/4/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 8
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 193
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $28
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 12 [B]Seconds:[/B] 19