NascarFan,
It is so funny that you posted this ~!
I have been feeling the same way lately- especially this weekend. It has been a combination of things... my BF was out of town ... I was alone a lot.. an unrequited love was telling me on MSN that my love for him was not as unrequited as I thought it was .. it has been raining like crazy... I got caught in a really bad downpour and thought I was gonna die.. my car got flooded on the inside (about 2 inches of standing water on the passenger side) and no one was there to take me to work ... I tried driving to work and felt a few electric shocks when I stepped on the brake or accelerator.... I thought I was gonna die, again... my BF came back and has not been very attentive...
Work has been hellish.
Life has been hard.
I have been gaining weight despite my exercise and diet.
Yes, life has been bad. I have wanted to smoke a couple of times. This weekend, I was so on the edge. No kidding. On Sat night and on Sunday, it was super, super hard. I had to keep breathing and keep myself occupied...
Maybe it is just the time for us to start craving. Maybe it is a combination of factors. But I am so proud that I have not smoked and I don't want that to go away.
Hang in there with me, Nascar, we can do this together. We quit on the same day, you and I.
Mira :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/15/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 44
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 890
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $154
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 10 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 46
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$45,162.81
Amount Saved
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Days: 5180
Hours: 19
Minutes: 34
Seconds: 13
Life Gained
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45619
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912,380
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