Elaine,
if you really desire to stay quit you need to give it your ALL. Don't take the easy way out, because it is just prolonging the agony of going through quitting again.
Once you have decided that you have quit and will stay quit than everything else is secondary to that committment. There is no crave so strong that can 'make' you go get cigs or smoke one no matter where you are or who you are with. Are you doing this for YOU?
Think about why you decided to quit and read as much on this forum as you can and post away, vent likewise, just don't smoke.
The crave will pass and all will be well. Do something positive that will start replacing the times you would smoke with a positive thing, like a walk outside to go watch the sunrise or sunset, or to just enjoy the day.
Keep us posted please, you are doing so well, it is most definitely time for a reward! Think of something you want that you could buy with the money you would have spent on smokes, and go buy that thing for yourself. Spend a few packs worth, heck you are 4 days in that should cover something nice!!
Many Blessings Sent Your Way! :)
Eve
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 79
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 636
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $237
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 31 [B]Seconds:[/B] 24