Thank you for the replies.
I was very within myself and I needed to be reminded that it does get better. Thank you!
Its so right though, it does feel like you put all of your energy into getting better and then the setback comes.
I've spent the last two years exercising everyday, taking up hobbies that I enjoy, studying, travelling, exposure, exposure and more exposure.
Today's my second day on Effexor, I hope this helps me, I feel quite drugged out but I've been told that the feeling will disappear after a several days.
Thanks for replying,
Angela :)