Have read this today because the thread has been bumped. And it seems so appropriate to me right now. I wonder how you're doing Rob?
My first 5 weeks or so were relatively easy. Then I lost my job. And since then, the days seem very very long and I ACHE most of the time actually. I don't crave a smoke - I just have this ache, this discomfort. Combined with which, I have always suffered from mood swings ranging from diagnised depression through to general blues. Right now, I feel relatively OK - BUT I have this strong urge that were I to go and buy a pack, in a couple of smokes time, I would be feeling really quite happy. And I don;t feel like that so much of the time and I WANT that feeling.
God. I too am hanging on for the future. That's ALL that keeps me going. My Quit Counsellor tells me there is a "moment" for everybody. A eureka moment that generally comes at around 15 to 18 months. So I am trying to keep going for that length of time at least. But meantime, I am just one big scratchy ball of discomfort and ache and fristration!
Those bits you have to tick as you log in - about craves and how strong they are. They don't seem to match me AT ALL. It isn't a craving for a cigarette that hits me. I don't think "Oh, I want to light up" I just don't want all of these other little nasty uncomfortable blighters sitting on my shoulders.
Rob, I hope you're still here.
S
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/10/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 49
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,724
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �294
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 38 [B]Seconds:[/B] 59