Doing day 6 again, should be 13 but I have to stop dwelling on that screw-up. I'm not really craving a smoke I just miss it kind of like losing an old friend, one that has always been there for 40 years. Am I crazy?? I know that the smokes were anything but a friend, must be the nicodemons talking to me. Is this normal? Whatever normal is. Do any of you ever feel this way?
My home is almost ready just have to wait for electricity so they can finish up inside, then I can move in. The electric company will get there when they can, could take a while. This waiting is unbelievably difficult for me. I guess I'm not a very patient person. My home has been there for 10 days and all I can do is look at it. Can't even put anything in it yet. I keep telling myself to wait and DON'T SMOKE, wait and DON'T SMOKE. Thank God for this web site, it really helps to come here and read, vent some and read some more. Thanks for listening. Stay strong and have a great day.
Love, Auntie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/22/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 5
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 236
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $55.3
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 17 [B]Seconds:[/B] 39
